First day of school…

Title: First day of school…

Date: 03 January 2012

Always the first may not be the best, but one thing for sure, this time the first day of school sucks, but I made the effort of not trying to sleep in class… LOL. And also like to wish En QI mama HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY! :D And it was supposedly to be my happiest day that I would have spend half a year with you…

Morning went to school helped around. Then carried the cones to Parade Square and you were just next to me… I very much wanted to call out for you… But I didnt dare to I guess. And what more Joo Xuan is next to you. I realised that you are like good friends with Joo Xuan and would perhaps tell her more than me I realised. Then help around and did stage duty. I hate it when I need to go on stage with my body all wet. Really. I hate sweating like crazy. LOL. Gave my report book to you and asked you to help me photocopy… If you cant do it, its okay. :D

Then went back class and it was pure boring. I very much want to join them as an OGL. LOL. But I cant thanks to my stupid parents. Whole day lesson is boring. Nothing much to say. And my toe continue to hurts everyday… And no one would care. LOL. After lesson end at about like 330, went back with YuQian cos she like still in school then meet her and go to bus stop together. And were talking. She was supposed to tell me something but she didnt. Haix. All these people now like my good friend, but you are just simply way high above all these people. Im serious.

Took 21 with Yuqian then wanted to alight with her change bus, then saw Cassidy boarding the bus then forget it, i wont want to already. LOL. Talked to Cassidy back home. Yeah about many things. LOL! But I wont use this to go disturb YuJing tmr. Haix. Back home then dinner. Bought dinner from another side, and I dont feel really well after dinner. Then tuition, charged phone and I like first time concentrate during tuition. I mean chinese tuition. Really amazing.. Other than my part in smsing la. HAHA!

Home now, and 2155 just passed. It was the time that we got together some 188 days ago, and some 6 months ago to this day. Its our 6th month anniversary if we didnt break you know. My heart broke… Really. Today you talked to me at some part in the tone that you care, but also didnt reply me for like 4 hours and I got worried cause you said you wanted to vomit. And I really much wanted to be there to take care of you… I hope we would get back soon, for me to really take good care of you which I really wanted. That is like my ultimate wish now, or rather my main wish. I also hope sometimes you would care about my words, cause I would not lie to you, unless the need to, which is to protect your own interest… I very much want to give you some stuffs today, but I didnt go get it, or even prepared it… Im sorry. But I hope you would give me the chance to get back with you, cos I really mean everything I say, about how much you mean to my heart. You have stamped your foot and authority inside it, and I hope, you would continue to pull it, and control it all over… I love you lots, and forever…

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Seriously I miss Japan alot. I was thinking about Japan when I got bored in school today, and I just wished to go back there. Its like some places I miss is Ikebukuro, Ueno Park, Ginza, Imperial Palace Park, and maybe a few more which includes Tokyo Disneyland the area outside there.. I want to go there and enjoy the cold breeze and the sky. Just like this. Night sky or day sky also good. But I just want it… And I want to go it with you, my Baby Darling, forever, and the only one, forever… I love you lots… <3