Well, everything will return to be the same if nothing happens.

Title: Well, everything will return to be the same if nothing happens.

Date: 07 December 2011

1 week ever since my Baby<3 has last really talked to me for the whole day. I will miss her lots.

Today, helped around with housework. I guess its going to be real boring if I were to say this everyday, cause Im practically doing this everyday. Lunch, went out for it. Had MacDonald’s at Tampines Bus Interchange. Fillet O’Fish. I didnt really want to have Mac though. Just didnt want it. Remembered the last time I ate a Mac was in Japan. Remembered the last time I had Mac in Singapore was at Marine Parade Mac. Wasnt easy I guess. Finished eating and left for home. And when I reached the interchange, it started raining. –,- Had to rush home for tuition… Because, I thought tuition was at 2.30pm… –,- And my tutor only came at 3pm. LOL! Ended up sitting at the sofa and fell asleep.

Im tired. Perhaps physically and mentally. Physically tired with my body aching abit. I just perhaps want to go and work out abit downstairs. Mentally as in, I need help mentally from some people, I guess so.

In person I may not say this. In person it is the perhaps more lively type and happy-go-lucky kind. But deep inside, maybe this is me. I would like, sometimes keep to myself certain stuffs. I just feel that its not good to share some stuffs with others. If you care about them, then definitely you would not want to tell them. Just like this, you wont want your loved ones, the people that you care most, the people that you love most to suffer and cry over you right? Thats what I feel. But I would want to feel like this, so long as the people around me is happy. No matter what, if by doing this would allow the people whom I loved most happy, I wont mind. Cause, if they are happy, they would spread the joy to me.

This isnt me.

I guess so.