The 11th day which have seemed like it is 11 years… <3

Title: The 11th day which seemed like it is 11 years… <3

Date: 11 December 2011

Days since you left for Japan: 11
Days to your return from Japan: 12

Baby<3

I dont wish to count how many hours since I last heard from you already. Its pointless I guess. Because I know, even if I count till 100, perhaps its not say, you will know if you do not have wifi. And you cant sms in Japan back to me. I miss you lots baby… <3

Ever since Day 6, I have not felt like this (this feeling and mood that I am having now is genuine, compared to the one you always see), and now, Im just feeling that everything I have done is like going too far out, and maybe it is also pointless for me to feel like this. Perhaps its my lack of sleep. Been watching this Mediacorp drama till about 1am every night. Yea, I know you seldom watch channel 8… I dont have cable, and my parents wont subscribe it de.

I watched this show or maybe it was in my illusion or dream that there is 2 persons who are like from 2 different world, and they broke up. I just feel like this sometimes. Idk why. Maybe I should not be writing this here.

I just miss you lots baby.. <3

Come back soon. I dont wish to write here more about today.. <3 Tomorrow I will be going to school and it will all come back… Love you lots baby, on this 161st Day Anniversary.. <3 Hope you saw the lunar eclipse last night..

And yea, there is this chinese song which is below, and it really describes how I feel now.. But I doubt you will listen to it.. If can, listen to it.. Its really nice and it is really right, in what Im feeling right now.. <3