Hi People.
Today is Sunday. Yes, Sunday. Time now turns from week, to days, to hours, to mins, then, to seconds.. And somehow, I did not want this..
Morning, woke up. Had breakfast, then bath. Then sit in front of tv, until 1130, then went down, cos my uncle fetched. Wanted to play F1 2009 racing with Shawn, but the game connection like cannot connect. Dun know why. Then end up play World Cup. Spain(me) VS Germany(Shawn). Expected him to trash me, but I scored one early goal, and another to take a 2-0 lead. Then I conceded one. So 2-1. End our game at the 70min cos lesson start. On our way, Marcus was saying, that Mr Robin house there like every time got murder case one. Haha! Most recent one was this week.
Lesson started. (Sort of like, first time writing, ever since 14 October). Did one newspaper article and a comprehension. LOL. Is like, Mr Robin ask for people to read, then now got no one sabo alr.. Cos Melvyn not around.. I guess Melvyn around better.. :( Then cos Mr Robin finding someone to read, then my head down, he call me. And then say my shirt the picture very nice. He want. LOL. If I can, I give him lor. Lesson end at 1355.
Went home, lunch. Then on com. And less then 30 mins, I off and go slp. Nice.. Wake up, on com. Then on for less then 20 mins, have to go out.. And to Parkway. So is like, this week I go to Parkway for more the 3 times alr I guess.. Boring la..
Now home. Blog. Seriously la. No mood to write initially..
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It started once again today, but this time, with a different feeling and a different type of situation.. Seriously. Different. Though it also rained the last time, but this time, the feeling I gave you, is very much different, from the desire I wanted to talk to you(the last time), to now, that I do not even want to make an eye contact with you.
I saw u today, and I guess, Im sorry. Sort of like, avoided looking at you, or making eye contact, etc. Since I started this, I guess, I have to find a way to end this too. I knew that, something like this will happen, but I dont know how, is it going to be like. U stand outside there when I walked out, is sort of making me, having a weird feeling. When u came, i knew it. But i did not look up, even when the class before ended. Not at all. I avoided it, thinking, that it would not make things weird. But I guess you would have known it, you would have felt it. I did not even make and eye contact, nor see anyone, on the way in. Just looking at that screen of mine. Went in, but walked away, to the back. I knew, I had nothing to say(once again) to you, even if we were next to each other, or just, walking pass you. So I have decided to just walk pass, and take it that, I did not see u. But these are all false. I felt. I knew. I just knew that you were there. I did the same thing when leaving, and perhaps, I have just made a mistake, which could have avoided.
Halfway through the lesson, he was in the front saying about me, and all of u turned. I saw u turned, and I guessed some eye contact were made. But it was less then a second, before I looked else where. I perhaps, did not want to see you, at all. Or rather, I did not want, to make any eye contact.. Some how some what, I knew, this is just the starting. If I were to avoid you every week from now on, it is perhaps going to be a tiring game, of avoiding, and in the end, it would make this thin line of friendship, snap.
The time stops at 1535 hours, 53 minutes and 06 seconds, since the last time I saw you.
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People. Read this link. Tang Hui Ying gave me one. Recently, the spat between the South and the North Korea is really seeking world attention, after the North say a war is imminent in the Korean Peninsula. And I saw this, and see, it is like, going to be either Indonesia, or India, that is going to start World War 3. But who? In the article, it puts that World War 3 begins as a regular war, and later progressed to a nuclear war and chemical war. Both sides are quiet, What more, Im sure Indonesia is busy fighting the terrorists. And the last thing, both sides, have no nuclear plant, unless they have, but did not announce. Lastly, they say, it will start in Nov 2010, which means this month. And is it going to start in the next 2 days? GO read. Seriously, its interesting. I guess, people who have read this, is just going to look at the next 2 days..
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