The ending of something, but is in turn, the start of something new…

Title: The ending of something, but is in turn, the start of something new…

Date: 02 March 2012

Days to GCE ‘O’ Levels Written Examinations: 235 Days
Days to GCE ‘O’ Levels Chinese Exams: 88 days

Last day of Motivational Camp today. And also the day that you return. Telling the truth, I perhaps didnt want to see you back the last 2 days. Many reasons. Which I felt, to me its important, to you, perhaps aint not anymore. Im just another person in your life, neither a friend at all bah.

Morning got fetched just because it was raining. I didnt want it. I want to walk to school. Inner peace, not really inner. Just need sometime on my own, at my own pace and time. I just want to be in a just me time, in a just me period.
Went to the coffee shop and ordered prata and have breakfast there. Been having Ice Milo the entire week with Munirah and have breakfast there the last 2 days. I sort of like it. Its like, idk, the feeling is kinda nice.
Gate duty got pissed off with the group of people who ran away. The first group of them ran away while the second I told them off because I was really pissed. I went to collect all their EZ-Link then they cant escape. Realised I could have actually done this in the first place. Why did I even did my so called just open the gate. I was really pissed with myself, the inner self that have the type of feeling that I was really upset with myself. Just cant help it, really.

Reflection hall, then break out session, which I sort of co-operated today and did the mind mapping work, which my facil say it was good and she played music for us! I practically did all the work and Timothy gave me the points thats all… Then break time did the duty list and discuss for tonight with Ms Tan. And here comes lunch…
Lunch with Principal today… He ordered food for us, and we had it in the General Office. Not bad lunch – have got chicken, prawns and even veggies. I eat everything. Then everyone like dont want to eat the prawns including Principal, maybe because of shell. And idk whats the problem with me. I actually offered him to seat next to me… Then I was like, shit later on. Ms Lim and Ms Ong join us. Then we talk abit. But I feel damn weird, then I just literally kept quiet through out. Until Ms Lim asked me how was the camp. But I later found out that she forgotten my name. HAHA! Only if she didnt ask. Informal yet I feel so weird. Then when Mr Low went to take the teh tarik ice cream, Ms Lim told us that actually, whatever problems or ideas we came up with, they also thought of it already. LOL! HAHA! Teh Tarik ice cream so cool lor. HAHA! Finished lunch then we still took our own time up, and went up only at about 20 mins late. And we said, we had lunch with Principal, come punish us lorh, if they look for trouble. HAHA!

Boring after a while, ended up walking around or not I fall asleep. Got caught sleeping on Mdm Toh phone then she go show Mr Lee. Me Xuan Lun, and Cheng Xiang we go disturb the 2 of them say they what, then Mr Lee like whisper into Mdm Toh ear then we say more. HAHA! Quite funny. Then the last part of the camp before dinner is the most touching. They showed us the last teaching video of the entire workshop and then finally, the photo montage they made for us. If Im not wrong, they used the song, Today My Life Begins sang by Bruno Mars. Nice. And touching. And they then had a speech, and asked us to reach out for the lightstick under our chairs, and wave it, “partying” to the song, I Believe I Can Fly. Nice ending, but yet I wasnt there, preparing for duty.

Then helped out in ushering duty, kinda fun. I love it. This is probably my last ushering duty and last time doing duty for a school event in my life time in MJR. They then started off the parents night with the photo montage they showed us, and then went on, with the many things. Class took a class photo with our Facil, Angeline, who we were very appreciative to for her patience and kindness towards us the past 3 days, and always there to teach us the many things. She asked to take an individual picture with me. LOL! Show u guys next time. We gave her a big thank you card, with Mr Lee signing on it too! :D

Went home, dead tired, and didnt study at all… nights!
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