It tells me that everything Ive done is useless.

Title: It tells me that everything Ive done is useless.

Date: 30 December 2011

I began losing everything that I once used to have in my hands these few days. It just speaks for itself.

Days have not been beginning well and everything. Maybe its just time for me to get used to this. Its time to just close my eyes, and not care about everything if it is possible.
Morning helped around, then used the com and blogged and everything. Just did what I wanted to like do now. Then went out to Tampines Mall, bought jeans. LOL. And then father fetched us to ION. On the way there, my mother called Ms Ong. I very much just want to say that I need my own breathing space from my own life at home now. I just want to be alone at times….
ION carpark like super long queue. Then had to wait. Normal. And was nearly late for the movie which was at Cathay Cineleisure, which is next to SCAPE there. Gonna watch it with my cousins. And it was like from my 3rd aunt’s company movie treat so we all get to go. She said I was like very close to one of her colleague and talked to him like he was my good friend when I was young de. But I dont remember anything.

Watched the movie Mission Impossible- Ghost Protocol. Cinema 9. Got free bottle of Coke and Popcorn. But the popcorn is like super sweet… Here is like something about the movie. I cant make out what the movie is like teaching me, because the others that I have watched at least taught me something, but I doubt this movie have any values that gave me to bring it back.
Movie set in a few countries, including Russia, Dubai and India. Nothing much learnt from it. They just wanted to get this document that contained the password or the secret of the nuclear weapon and to prevent it from happening. It started off in Russia where they had to rescue one of the compatriots from the Russian Prison. Then they went to the Kremlin and created trouble there. And then caused some kind of problem everywhere. LOL. Then went to Dubai and had some sort of battle for the password, and later ended up in India where they got to stop everything once and for all. Nice show though it did not really taught me anything through out the movie. Go to www.movie2k.to to get the whole show for free.

Finished movie then like walked out already. My parents like led the road. I feel its like damn rude. LOL. I wanted to vent at them.
Went to Wisma Atria there for dinner at 10pm. Plus. I didnt have any appetite to eat anything at all. Got chicken rice though i didnt want it. I can just say my entire body system is going crazy already. It just didnt give me proper meals, and I have been like skipping meals all this time. Went back to the car and left for home. Watched tv till about 1, but like slept halfway thru the show. Im just really tired but I didnt want to say. At all. There wont be anyone who will like really go and bother right? And Im just another person on this Earth who will spoil everything, so why should I make others suffer with me? I just wish to go somewhere far away from where I am now, alone, without anyone with me, and the knowledge of anyone too.