17th day, which made things seemed like forever…

Title: 17th day, which made things seemed like forever…

Date: 17 December 2011

Days since you left: 17
Days to your return: 06

Baby<3

06 Days. Ive countdown till 06 days today. I really hope you will see all these that Ive typed here. Its different from the emails that Ive sent you. Everyday, its just the different feelings and occurrence which makes me feel bad, and sad, and everything. Made me keep thinking.

Days have passed, hours have gone by, the time on the clock, has ticked by as the days passes, the sun rises from the East, and sets in the West repeatedly. All these have been done, and done again, and again.

As days passes, I thought that I have gone through it, and Ive done it. I thought everything that you have done is right, I thought everything that I have done, need much changes. However, I have never thought that what I need is actually confidence, and determination. For what? Im not too sure. But i know, I need them, to strike you back here. I need it, to get this things and the correct mindset.

Seeing the moon, seeing the sun high up in the sky. And sometimes, it also tells me, maybe it is just too far for me, to get it back. But how to touch the sky? Aim it perhaps. Yeah.

Baby, Ive got lots more to tell you about what I think. Come back soon please.… I really miss you lots baby……. There is just like alot for me that Ive thought… Hurry come back please…. <3 I miss you like super lots… I need you… <3